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HI EREONE!!!!

ok so i still consider this thursday even thought it is past 12 ahaha. i have to get up in like 6 hours, uhhhhh.

anywho, i have recently "taken a break" from reading the Bible so I'm glad all of us are doing this :D

i guess i am picking up where i left off, i kind of just pick a spot in the Bible and start from there onward.

i am currently reading romans chapter 10, this is basically about how we can be saved by confessing our faith in jesus, there were a few verses that really stuck out to me while i was reading this... 11. As the Scripture says, "Anyone who trusts in him will never be put to shame." I feel like i have this type of message countless, you know like just trust in God and everything will be ok. But for some reason I just can't, it's like i am aware of the fact that you can't fail when you trust in God, but that is one of my biggest fears: failure. I'd say it controls me. haha i feel like im going off on a tangent here but you get the point, i really want to work on that, i really just want to let go, let God.

Also, 13. " for, ' Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved." I guess this verse poses some type of question. Now obviously it is very pleasing to God if you grow in your faith, serve the church, pray, read the Bible, etc. but i have always wondered if just believing was good enough, especially in the cases of people that i pray will find Christ.


As for my summer so far, my dad got me a job at Speedway, so yay i dont have to find one, the people are really nice, its just kind of boring. ahah. Also, the 10k im running is this saturday, and i almost got into a car accident today because im an idiot and didnt look both ways...w o w... But im fine, nothing happened, no one was hurt, i just felt really stupid. haha